For a very long time I underwent through,
A pain that was very true.
Just hiding it was not helping,
Because somewhere inside I was terribly sulking…
Crying at nights.
Past memories haunting me,
Like a nightmare all the time…
Nobody heard my cries,
As I was silently weeping.
All they could see,
Was a smile that I was faking…
And its burden was becoming heavy.
I could not control the situation,
Because I was not at all ready…
Time was ticking away,
But, the wounds were not healing.
The only thing happening was,
I, before time maturing…
I lost my innocence,
And time made me tough.
Today, when I look back in time,
I feel it was all so rough…
Nothing to be cherished,
Lies in my past.
All I want is,
It should not last…
I always wanted to enjoy,
I always wanted to delete my past.
I always wanted to begin afresh
And I always wanted to give a new start…
But, past keeps chasing you,
Everything comes back to you again.
I wished to escape from reality,
But, couldn’t escape from the rain of pain…
Then one fine morning,
I think destiny decided to end all miseries.
A new strength grew inside me,
Which wiped off all my worries…
Something brought happiness,
And I felt so relaxed.
I gave my past to someone,
And got myself back…
About Poet: Garima Negi is a creative writer who loves writing poems and blogs. Presently she is working for an e-commerce website and making SEO based content for its promotion. She has an experience of doing desk editing job and writing food reviews for a reputed media organization.